God’s Memorandum

From: God
To: You

Take counsel.

I hear your cry.

It passes through the darkness, filters through the clouds, mingles with starlight, and finds its way to my heart on the path of a sunbeam.

I have anguished over the cry of a hare choked in the noose of a snare, a sparrow tumbled from the nest of its mother, a child thrashing helplessly in a pond, and a son shredding his blood on a cross.

Know that I hear you, also. Be at peace. Be calm.

I bring thee relief for your sorrow for I know its cause … and its cure.

You weep for all your childhood dreams that have vanished with the years.

You weep for all your self-esteem that has been corrupted by failure.

You weep for all your potential that has been bartered for security.

You weep for all your talent that has been wasted through misuse.

You look upon yourself with disgrace and you turn in terror from the image you see in the pool. Who is this mockery of humanity staring back at you with bloodless eyes of shame?

Where is the grace of your manner, the beauty of your figure, the quickness of your movement, the clarity of your mind, the brilliance of your tongue? Who stole your goods? Is the thief’s identity known to you, as it is to me?

Once you placed your head in a pillow of grass in your father’s field and looked up at a cathedral of clouds and knew that all the gold of Babylon would be yours in time.

Once you read from many books and wrote on many tablets, convinced beyond any doubt that all the wisdom of Solomon would be equaled and surpassed by you.

And the seasons would flow into years until lo, you would reign supreme in your own garden of Eden.

Dost thou remember who implanted those plans and dreams and seeds of hope within you?

You cannot.

You have no memory of that moment when first you emerged from your mother’s womb and I placed my hand on your soft brow. And the secret I whispered in your small ear when I bestowed my blessings upon you?

Remember our secret?

You cannot.

The passing years have destroyed your recollection, for they have filled your mind with fear and doubt and anxiety and remorse and hate and there is no room for joyful memories where these beasts habitate.

Weep no more. I am with you … and this moment is the dividing line of your life. All that has gone before is like unto no more than that time you slept within your mother’s womb. What is past is dead. Let the dead bury the dead.

This day you return from the living dead.

This day, like unto Elijah with the widow’s son, I stretch myself upon thee three times and you live again.

This day, like unto Elisha with the Shunammite’s son, I put my mouth upon your mouth and my eyes upon your eyes and my hands upon your hands and your flesh is warm again.

This day, like unto Jesus at the tomb of Lazarus, I command you to come forth and you will walk from your cave of doom to begin a new life.

This is your birthday. This is your new date of birth. Your first life, like unto a play of the theatre, was only a rehearsal. This time the curtain is up. This time the world watches and waits to applaud. This time you will not fail.

Light your candles. Share your cake. Pour the wine. You have been reborn.

Like a butterfly from its chrysalis you will fly … fly as high as you wish, and neither the wasps nor dragonflies nor mantids of mankind shall obstruct your mission or your search for the true riches of life.

Feel my hand upon thy head.

Attend to my wisdom.

Let me share with you, again, the secret you heard at your birth and forgot.

You are my greatest miracle.

You are the greatest miracle in the world.

Those were the first words you ever heard. Then you cried. They all cry …

You did not believe me then … and nothing has happened in the intervening years to correct your disbelief. For how could you be a miracle when you consider yourself a failure at the most menial of tasks? How can you be a miracle when you have little confidence in dealing with the most trivial of responsibilities? How can you be a miracle when you are shackled by debt and lie awake in torment over whence will come tomorrow’s bread?

Enough. The milk that is spilled is sour. Yet, how many prophets, how many wise men, how many poets, how many artists, how many composers, how many scientists, how many philosophers and messengers have I sent with word of your divinity, your potential for godliness, and the secrets of achievement? How did you treat them?

Still I love you and I am with you now, through these words, to fulfill the prophet who announced that the Lord shall set his hand again, the second time, to recover the remnant of his people.

I have set my hand again.

This is the second time.

You are my remnant.

It is of no avail to ask, haven’t you known, haven’t you heard, hasn’t it been told to you from the beginning; haven’t you understood from the foundations of the earth?

You have not known; you have not heard; you have not understood.

You have been told that you are a divinity in disguise, a god playing a fool.

You have been told that you a special piece of work, noble in reason, infinite in faculties, express and admirable in form and moving, like an angel in action, like a god in apprehension.

You have been told that you are the salt of the earth.

You were given the secret even of moving mountains, of performing the impossible.

You believed no one. You burned your map to happiness, you abandoned your claim to peace of mind, you snuffed out the candles that had been placed along your destined path of glory, and then you stumbled, lost and frightened, in the darkness of futility and self-pity, until you fell into a hell of your own creation.

Then you cried and beat your breast and cursed the luck that had befallen you. You refused to accept the consequences of your own petty thoughts and lazy deeds and you searched for a scapegoat on which to blame your failure. How quickly you found one.

You blamed me!

You cried that your handicaps, your mediocrity, your lack of opportunity, your failures … were the will of God!

You were wrong!

Let us take inventory. Let us, first, call a roll of your handicaps. For how can I ask you to build a new life lest you have the tools?

Are you blind? Does the sun rise and fall without your witness?

No. You can see … and the hundred million receptors I have placed in your eyes enable you to enjoy the magic of a leaf, a snowflake, a pond, an eagle, a child, a cloud, a star, a rose, a rainbow … and the look of love. Count one blessing.

Are you deaf? Can a baby laugh or cry without your attention?

No. You can hear … and the twenty-four thousand fibers I have built in each of your ears vibrate to the wind in the trees, the tides on the rocks, the majesty of an opera, a robin’s plea, children at play … and the words I love you. Count another blessing.

Are you mute? Do your lips move and bring forth only spittle?

No. You can speak … as can no other of my creatures, and your words can calm the angry, uplift the despondent, goad the quitter, cheer the unhappy, warm the lonely, praise the worthy, encourage the defeated, teach the ignorant … and say I love you. Count another blessing.

Are you paralyzed? Does your helpless form despoil the land?

No. You can move. You are not a tree condemned to a small plot while the wind and world abuses you. You can stretch and run and dance and work, for within you I have designed five hundred muscles, two hundred bones, and seven miles of nerve fiber all synchronized by me to do your bidding. Count another blessing.

Are you unloved and unloving? Does loneliness engulf you, night and day?

No. No more. For now you know love’s secret, that to receive love it must be given with no thought of its return. To love for fulfillment, satisfaction, or pride is no love. Love is a gift on which no return is demanded. Now you know that to love unselfishly is its own reward. And even should love not be returned it is not lost, for love not reciprocated will flow back to you and soften and purify your heart. Count another blessing. Count twice.

Is your heart stricken? Does it leak and strain to maintain your life?

No. Your heart is strong. Touch your chest and feel its rhythm, pulsating, hour after hour, day and night, thirty-six million beats each year, year after year, asleep or awake, pumping your blood through more than sixty thousand miles of veins, arteries, and tubing … pumping more than six hundred thousand gallons each year. Man has never created such a machine. Count another blessing.

Are you diseased of skin? Do people turn in horror when you approach?

No. Your skin is clear and a marvel of creation, needing only that you tend it with soap and oil and brush and care. In time all steels will tarnish and rust, but not your skin. Eventually the strongest of metals will wear, with use, but not that layer that I have constructed around you. Constantly it renews itself, old cells replaced by new, just as the old you is now replaced by the new. Count another blessing.

Are your lungs befouled? Does your breath of life struggle to enter your body?

No. Your portholes to life support you even in the vilest of environments of your own making, and they labor always to filter life-giving oxygen through six hundred million pockets of folded flesh while they rid your body of gaseous wastes. Count another blessing.

Is your blood poisoned? Is it diluted with water and pus?

No. Within your five quarts of blood are twenty-two trillion blood cells and within each cell are millions of molecules and within each molecule is an atom oscillating at more than ten million times each second. Each second, two million of your blood cells die to be replaced by two million more in a resurrection that has continued since your first birth. As it has always been inside, so now it is on your outside. Count another blessing.

Are you feeble of mind? Can you no longer think for yourself?

No. Your brain is the most complex structure in the universe. I know. Within its three pounds are thirteen billion nerve cells, more than three times as many cells as there are people on your earth. To help you file away every perception, every sound, every taste, every smell, every action you have experienced since the day of your birth, I have implanted, within your cells, more than one thousand billion billion protein molecules. Every incident in your life is there waiting only your recall. And, to assist your brain in the control of your body I have dispersed, throughout your form, four million pain-sensitive structures, five hundred thousand touch detectors, and more than two hundred thousand temperature detectors. No nation’s gold is better protected than you. None of your ancient wonders are greater than you.

You are my finest creation.

Within you is enough atomic energy to destroy any of the world’s great cities … and rebuild it.

Are you poor? Is there no gold or silver in your purse?

No. You are rich! Together we have just counted your wealth. Study the list. Count them again. Tally your assets!

Why have you betrayed yourself? Why have you cried that all the blessings of humanity were removed from you? Why did you deceive yourself that you were powerless to change your life? Are you without talent, senses, abilities, pleasures, instincts, sensations, and pride? Are you without hope? Why do you cringe in the shadows, a giant defeated, awaiting only sympathetic transport into the welcome void and dampness of hell?

You have so much. Your blessings overflow your cup … and you have been unmindful of them, like a child spoiled in luxury, since I have bestowed them upon you with generosity and regularity.

Answer me.

Answer yourself.

What rich man, old and sick, feeble and helpless, would not exchange all the gold in his vault for the blessings you have treated so lightly.

Know then the first secret to happiness and success – that you possess, even now, every blessing necessary to achieve great glory. They are your treasure, your tools with which to build, starting today, the foundation for a new and better life.

Therefore, I say unto you, count your blessings and know that you already are my greatest creation. This is the first law you must obey in order to perform the greatest miracle in the world, the return of your humanity from living death.

And be grateful for your lessons learned in poverty. For he is not poor who has little; only he that desires much … and true security lies not in the things one has but in the things one can do without.

Where are the handicaps that produced your failure? They existed only in your mind.

Count your blessings.

And the second law is like unto the first. Proclaim your rarity.

You had condemned yourself to a potter’s field, and there you lay, unable to forgive your own failure, destroying yourself with self-hate, self-incrimination, and revulsion at your crimes against yourself and others.

Are you not perplexed?

Do you not wonder why I am able to forgive your failures, your transgressions, your pitiful demeanor … when you cannot forgive yourself?

I address you now, for three reasons. You need me. You are not one of a herd heading for destruction in a gray mass of mediocrity. And … you are a great rarity.

Consider a painting by Rembrandt or a bronze by Degas or a violin by Stradivarius or a play by Shakespeare. They have great value for two reasons: their creators were masters and they are few in number. Yet there are more than one of each of these.

On that reasoning you are the most valuable treasure on the face of the earth, for you know who created you and there is only one of you.

Never, in all the seventy billion humans who have walked this planet since the beginning of time has there been anyone exactly like you.

Never, until the end of time, will there be another such as you.

You have shown no knowledge or appreciation of your uniqueness.

Yet, you are the rarest thing in the world.

From your father, in his moment of supreme love, flowed countless seeds of love, more than four hundred million in number. All of them, as they swam within your mother, gave up the ghost and died. All except one! You.

You alone persevered within the loving warmth of your mother’s body, searching for your other half, a single cell from your mother so small that more than two million would be necessary to fill an acorn shell. Yet, despite impossible odds, in that vast ocean of darkness and disaster, you persevered, found that infinitesimal cell, joined with it, and began a new life. Your life.

You arrived, bringing with you, as does every child, the message that I was not yet discouraged of man. Two cells now united in a miracle. Two cells, each containing twenty-three chromosomes and within each chromosome hundreds of genes, which would govern every characteristic about you, from the color of your eyes to the charm of your manner, to the size of your brain.

With all the combinations at my command, beginning with that single sperm from your father’s four hundred million, through the hundreds of genes in each of the chromosomes from your mother and father, I could have created three hundred thousand billion humans, each different from the other.

But who did I bring forth?

You! One of a kind. Rarest of the rare. A priceless treasure, possessed of qualities in mind and speech and movement and appearance and actions as no other who has ever lived, lives, or shall live.

Why have you valued yourself in pennies when you are worth a king’s ransom?

Why did you listen to those who demeaned you … and far worse, why did you believe them?

Take counsel. No longer hide your rarity in the dark. Bring it forth. Show the world. Strive not to walk as your brother walks, nor talk as your leader talks, nor labor as do the mediocre. Never do as another. Never imitate. For how do you know that you may not imitate evil; and he who imitates evil always goes beyond the example set, while he who imitates what is good always falls short. Imitate no one. Be yourself. Show your rarity to the world and they will shower you with gold. This then is the second law.

Proclaim your rarity.

And now you have received two laws.

Count your blessings! Proclaim your rarity!

You have no handicaps. You are not mediocre.

You nod. You force a smile. You admit your self-deception.

What of your next complaint? Opportunity never seeks thee?

Take counsel and it shall come to pass, for now I give you the law of success in every venture. Many centuries ago this law was given to your forefathers from a mountain top. Some heeded the law and lo, their life was filled with the fruit of happiness, accomplishment, gold, and peace of mind. Most listened not, for they sought magic means, devious routes, or waited for the devil called luck to deliver to them the riches of life. They waited in vain … just as you waited, and then they wept, blaming their lack of fortune.

The law is simple. Young or old, pauper or king, white or black, male or female … all can use the secret to their advantage; for all the rules and speeches and scriptures of success and how to attain it, only one method has never failed … whomsoever shall compel ye to go with him one mile … go with him two.

This then is the third law … the secret that will produce riches and acclaim beyond your dreams. Go another mile!

The only certain means of success is to render more and better service than is expected of you, no matter what your task may be. This is a habit followed by all successful people since the beginning of time. Therefore I saith the surest way to doom yourself to mediocrity is to perform only the work for which you are paid.

Think not ye are being cheated if you deliver more than the silver you receive. For there is a pendulum to all life and the sweat you deliver, if not rewarded today, will swing back tomorrow, tenfold. The mediocre never goes another mile, for why should he cheat himself, he thinks. But you are not mediocre. To go another mile is a privilege you must appropriate by your own initiative. You cannot, you must not avoid it. Neglect it, do only as little as the others, and the responsibility for your failure is yours alone.

You can no more render service without receiving just compensation than you can withhold the rendering of it without suffering the loss of reward. Cause and effect, means and ends, seed and fruit, these cannot be separated. The effect already blooms in the cause, the end pre-exists in the means, and the fruit is always in the seed.

Go another mile.

Concern yourself not, should you serve an ungrateful master. Serve him more.

And instead of him, let it be me who is in your debt, for then you will know that every minute, every stroke of extra service will be repaid. And worry not, should your reward not come soon. For the longer payment is withheld, the better for you … and compound interest on compound interest is this law’s greatest benefit.

You cannot command success, you can only deserve it … and now you know the great secret necessary in order to merit its rare reward.

Go another mile!

Where is this field whence you cried there was no opportunity? Look! Look around thee. See, where only yesterday you wallowed on the refuse of self-pity, you now walk tall on a carpet of gold. Nothing has changed … except you, but you are everything.

You are my greatest miracle.

You are the greatest miracle in the world.

And now the laws of happiness and success are three.

Count your blessings! Proclaim your rarity! Go another mile!

Be patient with your progress. To count your blessings with gratitude, to proclaim your rarity with pride, to go an extra mile and then another, these acts are not accomplished in the blinking of an eye. Yet, that which you acquire with most difficulty you retain the longest; as those who have earned a fortune are more careful of it than those by whom it was inherited.

And fear not as you enter your new life. Every noble acquisition is attended with its risks. He who fears to encounter the one must not expect to obtain the other. Now you know you are a miracle. And there is no fear in a miracle.

Be proud. You are not the momentary whim of a careless creator experimenting in the laboratory of life. You are not a slave of forces that you cannot comprehend. You are a free manifestation of no force but mine, of no love but mine. You were made with a purpose.

Feel my hand. Hear my words.

You need me … and I need you.

We have a world to rebuild … and if it requireth a miracle what is that to us? We are both miracles and now we have each other.

Never have I lost faith in you since that day when I first spun you from a giant wave and tossed you helplessly on the sands. As you measure time that was more than five hundred million years ago. There were many models, many shapes, many sizes, before I reached perfection in you more than thirty thousand years ago. I have made no further effort to improve on you in all these years.

For how could one improve on a miracle? You were a marvel to behold and I was pleased. I gave you this world and dominion over it. Then, to enable you to reach your full potential I placed my hand upon you, once more, and endowed you with powers unknown to any other creature in the universe, even unto this day.

I gave you the power to think.
I gave you the power to love.
I gave you the power to will.
I gave you the power to laugh.
I gave you the power to imagine.
I gave you the power to create.
I gave you the power to plan.
I gave you the power to speak.
I gave you the power to pray.
I gave you the power to heal.

My pride in you knew no bounds. You were my ultimate creation, my greatest miracle. A complete living being. One who can adjust to any climate, any hardship, any challenge. One who can manage his own destiny without any interference from me. One who can translate a sensation or perception, not by instinct, but by thought and deliberation into whatever action is best for himself and all humanity.

Thus we come to the fourth law of success and happiness … for I gave you one more power, a power so great that not even my angels possess it.

I gave you … the power to choose.

With this gift I placed you even above my angels … for angels are not free to choose sin. I gave you complete control over your destiny. I told you to determine, for yourself, your own nature in accordance with your own free will. Neither heavenly nor earthly in nature, you were free to fashion yourself in whatever form you preferred. You had the power to choose to degenerate into the lowest forms of life, but you also had the power, out of your soul’s judgment, to be reborn into the higher forms, which are divine.

I have never withdrawn your great power, the power to choose.

What have you done with this tremendous force? Look at yourself. Think of the choices you have made in your life and recall, now, those bitter moments when you would fall to your knees if only you had the opportunity to choose again.

What is past is past … and now you know the fourth great law of happiness and success … Use wisely, your power of choice.

Choose to love … rather than hate.
Choose to laugh … rather than cry.
Choose to create … rather than destroy.
Choose to persevere … rather than quit.
Choose to praise … rather than gossip.
Choose to heal … rather than wound.
Choose to give … rather than steal.
Choose to act … rather than procrastinate.
Choose to grow … rather than rot.
Choose to pray … rather than curse.
Choose to live … rather than die.

Now you know that your misfortunes were not my will, for all power was vested in you, and the accumulation of deeds and thoughts which placed you on the refuse of humanity were your doing, not mine. My gifts of power were too large for your small nature. Now you have grown tall and wise and the fruits of the land will be yours.

You are more than a human being, you are a human becoming.

You are capable of great wonders. Your potential is unlimited. Who else, among my creatures, has mastered fire? Who else, among my creatures, has conquered gravity, has pierced the heavens, has conquered disease and pestilence and drought?

Never demean yourself again!

Never settle for the crumbs of life!

Never hide your talents, from this day hence!

Remember the child who says, “when I am big boy.” But what is that? For the big boy says. “when I grow up.” And then the grown up, he says, “when I am wed.” But to be wed, what is that, after all? The thought then changes to “when I retire.” And then, retirement comes, and he looks back over it and somehow he has missed it all and it is gone.

Enjoy this day, today … and tomorrow, tomorrow.

You have performed the greatest miracle in the world.

You have returned from a living death.

You will feel self-pity no more and each new day will be a challenge and a joy.

You have been born again … but just as before, you can choose failure and despair or success and happiness. The choice is yours. The choice is exclusively yours. I can only watch, as before … in pride … or sorrow.

Remember, then, the four laws of happiness and success.

* Count your blessings.
* Proclaim your rarity.
* Go another mile.
* Use wisely your power of choice.

And one more, to fulfill the other four. Do all things with love … love for yourself, love for all others, and love for me.

Wipe away your tears. Reach out, grasp my hand, and stand straight.

Let me cut the grave cloths that have bound you.

This day you have been notified.

By: Og Mandino
from the book: The Greatest miracle in the World

Who’s NigaHiga?

Well, i really intend to write something awesome about nigahiga specially Ryan Higa, but i’m really lost for words and i dont think it will do them justice if i just say that they are good and best and magnanimously awesome in many ways coz everybody knows they’re more than that.

It was just an accident that i stumbled upon nigahiga’s channel. I was browsing and clicking on every link that sounds cool to me and heaven behold i found them!! After watching one video I was totally hooked and more than that i think i’m kind of addicted and actually i also thought for one second there that i’m in love with Ryan Higa >.< teehee!. Well anyway, nigahiga is youtube’s most subscribe channel having over 2,000,000 subscribers (yeah! that’s right OVER 2 million!!) and they are no 1 comedian of all time in youtube (that’s f*ckin awesome! isn’t it?). I’m one of their million fans and i’m so proud of them. I watched all of their videos and i was ROFL every single time.

Ryan Higa is so cute that i just can’t take my eyes and ears and nose and whatever off of him when he starts speaking it’s like i’m smitten by him and there’s nothing i could do with that.
teehee O..o

Confessed Addiction

I’m clearly out of my senses.

Since the start of summer break i’ve done nothing except reading these bloody ebooks. I don’t think if reading these ebooks is good for me. For all i know it made me a bit more irritated, more stressed and uncomfortable. But i only feel those things when i’m not reading anything. Those moments that i am reading are currently the happiest moments in my life now. I’ve never been so hooked, so careless about everything around me but my phone.

Of course you would not expect me to finish one book in just one sitting. I still need to get up and eat, take a bath, or sleep so that mama would not worry that i’m taking drugs or some sort of things like that -coz clearly i have black circles around my eyes, pales skin from not even going out of the house, i don’t eat much so i am getting skinny- every parents should be afraid if they see their daughter like that (hahaha). Yeah, i do think i’m in drugs coz these books are way too ADDICTIVE!!

Can’t think of a better summer vacation without any books to read. O..o

The Plant Visit

Lately, I’ve been so busy with our plant visit project. We spent a lot of efforts and money to make this a wonderful and noteworthy report. Luckily, our efforts weren’t put into waste. Even though our report weren’t the best of the best, we still had fun and really learned meaningful things that not even an excellent mark would equal.

We call ourselves Rejection Overload—know why? ‘Coz looking back –seriously– we’ve been rejected for over a hundred times by different companies regarding this plant visit. None of us has a connection to any manufacturing company so we did have a hard time, calling offices, sending letters through fax and email and being rejected over and over again.

There had been other glitches– conflicting schedules, even arguments but all of theses taught us how to deal with others and most  especially helped us to know our limits, our inner selves more. We didn’t give up. Right then, we realized that nothing comes easy. We learned that life requires determination, persistence and hope.

This plant visit turned out not only a requirement to be fulfilled but also an opportunity to learn, to laugh and to share life’s moments with other people. We would like to extend our heartfelt gratitude to our professor, Ma’am Reyes, thank you very much. We indeed learned a lot from this experience. It is something we cannot forget. It wasn’t easy but it’s all worth it.

-Rejection Overload


Potograpi (Snaps I like)

I once dreamt of becoming a photographer, more likely a photojournalist.

When I was in high school  i was in a journalism class, and there’s a photojournalist contest, i really want to join but i’m just so scared.

That was one of my regrets i had in life. “I should have tried it” I cry to myself every time i remembered that.

Well, that is past. Anyway, I have these pictures I took pretending to be one of those professional photographers. I dont have a good camera so they are just low quality pic. I just play ed with their brightness and contrast so as to make it look nice. They look fantastic for me, though. O..o

These were taken when we were going home from a vacation in Leyte.

Stones I put together when  i was bored watching the sunset.

My cousin Accel.

We went to this mountain called “Hanginan” and on top of that mountain there’s a church. It’s wonderful!

A worms eye view of those towering buildings.

Christmas spirit @ UE Manila.

O..o I will take more great pics next time.

My man Obata!!

I just finished reading this one shot story titled Urooboe Uroboros, and i clearly understand why it was not serialized (well, i didn’t really like the story coz’ it so confusing and i can’t see where it would lead to.. “just my opinion ‘kay”).

I was just interested to read this because of Obata Takeshi (the one who illustrated Death note and Bakuman). I observed that there is not much variations in his drawings. I like his awesome illustrations and every time i see his drawings i really asked “God, why can’t i draw as good as him?”.

This is the only picture of him that i can find in web.. they say he doesn't really want to be known..

Here are some of my observations in all of his illustration in different mangas:

Kakizaki in Urooboe looks like L in Death Note

maybe because their eyes and hair are the same.. and they are both silent type of person. >.<


Takagi in Bakuman also looks the same as Light in Death NoteThey both have that cool hairstyle i like in guys.. and they are both intelligent (one thing i also like in guys *wink*) >.<


Some resemblance?!You can say this is too much but i really think that they look the same.. their eyes are the same.. and they both have that spiky hairstyle and when Hattori stands up he poses exactly like Ryuk >.<

can you tell who he looks like?!

This is funny but do you agree that this guy is a bit like Rem?! hehe.. i find it kinda wierd.. coz’ i imagined someone with bandages and looks like a death god walks around in campus.. But i really like Koyama he’s a fun guy with all his weirdness.. >.<

AND in my observation i can tell that obata must really like drawingblonde girls like misa who looks like the older sibling in Urooboe and the girl in Hello Baby. Those girls are totally hot and have a nice fashion.

Two Thumbs up to Obata Takeshi!!

I have a rotten blog site!!

I made this blog site since April, and up to now i only have 5 public post and it is just now that i realized it. It was totally rotten(for lack of a better term).

Its because i can’t think of something to write. Actually, every time i start to write, there’s a lot of ideas popping in and out of my head. and i can’t concentrate!! In the end i will just find myself browsing the net reading this and that stuff.

I’m hopeless. I envy those people that can maintain their site. Actually i have this domain (www.memciekun.tk) that expired. I was so devastated when i read that mail. That was mine!! But know all you can see in that site is purely advertisement.

I cannot and I WONT promise that from this day on i would regularly update this site. I just wish that i will not be as busy like i am a hell busy person right now. O..o

by *Threshie ©2009

by *Threshie ©2009

First Day haaayyyy!!!!

Excited pa naman ako pumasok kagabi. Mga12 na nga ko nakatulog kase sobrang naeexcite ako tapos ganito lang pala ang mangyayari sa first day of school. Awts!

Ang haba ng pila sa may gate kasi isa isang chinecheck yung temperature ng mga estudyante. Ang akala ko pa naman eh thermal scanner, yung nakikita dun sa may airport. ang astig kasi nun eh. Yun naman pala digital thermo lang pala, atlis may thermo pa rin at saka okay na yon para safe kami from AH1N1.

Nabadtrip din pala ko kasi naman ang aga ko pa namang pumasok tapos sa apat na subject namin eh dalawang prof lang ang umattend yung isa eh hindi pa sure kung siya talaga yung maghahandle samin.

Well, anyways masaya na din kasi at least I saw my classmates again after almost more than two months. Ang daming nagbago meron din naman walang pagbabago.

Ang highlight talaga ng firstday ko eh yung paltos ko. Lagi n lang talaga!! Tuwing me bagong sapatos lagi n lang namumurder yung paa ko. Pulang pula parang longganisa. Sana naman bukas okay na sana magadjust na kagad yung shoes ko para di n ako mapaltos. V_v

Bakuman!! O..o

Kakatapos ko lang nun basahin ung last chapter update ng Liar Game nung ipabasa sakin ng kuya ko yung Bakuman. Da best ung bakuman, nakakaadik!! Maganda din naman basahin yung Liar Game, para sakin. Pero kung hindi ka mahilig sa mga logic na story hindi moh yun magugustuhan, pang matatalino lang yun sabi ng classmate ko, pero ako hindi naman talaga matalino.

Anyways, tungkol kasi to talaga sa Bakuman. Ung bakuman eh gawa din yun nina Ohba Tsugumi at Obata Takeshi, sila ung author at artist ng Deathnote. Astig nung kwento. Hindi nakakbored kahit na walng mga fight scenes, walang mga patayan puro tungkol sa pagiging bata, pagtupad ng mga pangarap tsaka determination.

Nakakatawa ung mga characters tsaka ang galing ng pagkakadrawing nung artist bagay na bagay sa story. Maganda din toh kasi kung mahilig ka talagang magbasa ng manga mas lalo mong maapreciate yun kasi malalman mo dito ung kung panu talaga nagagawa ang isang manga. Ang saya nga eh kasi ang dami kong natutunan.

Ang manga pala hindi lang basta-basta naiisip tapos ido-drawing. May mga stage syang pinagdadaanan at sobrang nabilib ako sa mga mangaka kasi todo todo ung paghihirap nila para lang sa isang manga.

Eto ung parang summary ng bakuman:

It’s not easy to become and live as a mangaka, Mashiro knows that from his late uncle. At his 9th grade, while trying to keep up with reality, school and then normal job, he left his notebook with a sketch of Azuki, a girl he likes. Takagi, a first rate student found it and trying to convince Mashiro to draw a manga with his story. Mashiro doesn’t like the idea and tries to decline. Takagi, however, tries to stick to dream and found out that Azuki also wants to be a voice actress and already got a good reply from a production company. Takagi, then, brought Mashiro to her house and telling her his dream…. Mashiro then tells her that he will write a manga with Takagi and will ask Azuki to voice their anime. Out of confusion, Mashiro asks her if the dreams become reality, will she marry him? She says yes, only if their dreams become true, and not otherwise!! Now, lifes of wannabe mangakas begin!!!

Para sa nawala kong cellphone

Minsan lang talaga akong lumabas ng bahay. Lalabas lang ako kung may mahalagang pupuntahan. Tapos kahapon inutusan ako ng mama ko na pumunta sa palengke para bumili ng ipanghahanda dahil graduation ng kuya ko. Hindi ko naman akalain na yun n pala ang huling pagkikita namin ng pinakamamahal kong cellphone.

Pagkatapos na pagkatapos kong bumuli ng lumpia wrapper eh naisipan kong icheck ung fone ko tapos nabigla n lang ako nung malaman ko na wala na yun sa bulsa ko. Hindi naman ako nagpahalata na nawawalan na ko ng gamit. Syempre poise pa din ako. Naisip ko hindi ko na talaga yun mababawi. Kahit ikutin ko pa ung buong palengke hindi ko na yun mahahanap.

Ang daming bagay na nakalagay sa fone ko mga cel numbers na mahahalaga. Limang numbers lang ung kabisado ko, ung sakin, sa mama ko, sa papa ko, sa ate ko, ay apat lang pala.. hehe.. Nakakainis kasi hindi ko alam ung mga numbers ng mga friends ko na sa text ko lang nakaakusap at nakukumusta. Madaming ding sikretong nakalagay dun sa fone ko.

Mga sikreto..

Ginagawa kong diary ung calendar sa fone ko. Kaya makikita dun lahat ng pangyayari sa buhay ko.

Nagsusulat ako ng mga kung anu-ano sa Notes. Andun din ung mga drafts ng mga blog ko pati mga story na ginawa ko, may mga letters din ako dun para ke God.

May picture dun ng crush ko na si _ _ e _ _ _ _ e _. Nakatago ung picture nya sa Folder na Graphics sa loob ng Folder na Frames. Pinaghirapan ko pa namang kunin ung pic na un sa friendster account nya.

Iba ung nakalagay na contact name ng mga contacts ko sa totoo nilang pangalan. Minsan kasi pag naiinis ako ginagawa kong nakakatawa name nila. Minsan din binbago ko kasi ayokong may makaalam na katext ko ung tao na yun. :)

Nasa saved items ung mga kowts na super nakakrelate sakin. Ayokong burahin ung mga un kasi ang sarap ulit ulitin ng basa.

At ang pinakamalupit sa secret dun eh ung speed dial ng fone ko. Ung speed dial #1 para sa voicemailbox ko(pero di ko naman talaga nagagamit yun), ung #2 sa mama ko, ung #3 sa papa ko, at yung #4 yun ung no. ng isang guy na pinakamalapit sa puso ko ngayon. Hmfp nakakinis dahil siguradong wala na kaming pag-asa dahil sa fone lang talaga kami nagcocomunicate, kahit na pede naman talaga kaming mag-usap ng personal.. 0..O

Dapat pala naging mas maingat ako. Ganito pala yung pakiramdam ng mawalan ng isang bagay na super mahalaga sao. Parang ayaw mo nang mabuhay. OA man pakinggan pero yun talaga yung totoo parang namatayan ako at hindi talaga ako nakakin ng maayos. Dun mo lang talaga malalaman yung kahalagahan ng isang bagay kapag nawala na sya sayo. V_v

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